I decided to get one healthy habit before going back to school (im in uni, so healthy habits are not my forte) so i ran through my mind all the options possible that i could actually keep up where i study (so surfing, windsurfing, and any water related sports where out, as well as those sport which require heights. Firstly because i live in a godforsaken piece of flat land, and secondly because its just too darn cold to get wet or out too much). As much as i love tennis and I've played it when young, the sole idea of going to play to the open courts in the middle of winter was a no-go… so had to be something i could do indoors. I hate doing weights and stuff, i just really feel dumb doing them, besides, i dont like muscles on women, they just dont look nice (sorry if you feel otherwise). But the treadmill, and outdoor running never bothered me. In fact, i've always loved it, and as much cold and flat as my town is, it sure does have beautiful scenery, with amazing paths between forests and by the frozen ocean sore, which can be ran during "ok days" (meaning… average 11ºc with some sun, and tons of cold wind). All the other days, the gym of my school is pretty cool, with decent equipment. So, I choose to run.
Why exercise? I was a fat kid, a really really fat kid, and as a tween i became anorexic, which good or bad, made me loose weight and enter a normal weight. Ever since, i've always been thin, of course, never a size 0, because my latin blood would never allow my ass to get THAT small, but always between 2-4, so its good. again, why excersise? honestly, because i wanna get tighter. I might be thin, but i wanna get tight and lean. Im slightly obsessed with fashion and stuff, so in order to get myslef in my D&G jeans, i have to stay fit. And although dieting and studuing might be enough, i wanna give that extra push, to finally give me the body i want. And not through starvation, but through a sports, which actually is as empowering as negating yourself a meal. because when you get into the zone… with the sweat dripping down your body, and all your muscles in perfect sync with your heartbeat and lungs… wow, nothing spells empowerment like that! So its a way to whip my indulgent life into some sort of order, plus allowing me to look amazing in my clothes!
ok… too much by now… but FWI, its day 4 of running, let see how it goes
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